11.02.2005

Quotes, quotes, quotes...

Such wonderful quotes... both found on the same day:
  • God made everything out of nothing, but the nothingness shows through.
    - Paul Valery
  • There is still a difference between something and nothing, but it is purely geometrical and there is nothing behind the geometry.
    - Martin Gardner

A Catholic Reflects on Buddhism...

A thoughtful piece by Sister Joan Chittister on interfaith relations, the view on Buddhism on the part of some of the Roman Catholic hierarchy, and the witness of compassionate living. It ran on the National Catholic Reporter website. Perhaps no more than a week after 9/11 I heard her speak at a national convention for Call to Action. A stirring speaker, quite a gifted preacher. Maybe a little heavy handed in this piece, but the nexus between Catholicism and Buddhism is a very important one to me.

Emptiness....

In a stunning lesson in emptyness, I went to my blog on Zen this afternoon, and... poof!... it was gone. This could be the price of using a free service, or it might just be a stronger lesson than that. Whichever, I am setting up in a new space, and wondering if I shouldn't maybe be on the mat instead...

10.31.2005

Permanence is Delusion...

Where has my blog gone?....

10.08.2005

Quote of the Day...

"The whole point of this life is the healing of the heart's eye through which God is seen." -- St. Augustine

What do you want?

I want to awaken.

When is a bike seat like a zafu?

A recent piece in the New York Times on the dangers of bicycle seats (especially for men...) was the most forwarded article, according to the Times' website. And no surprise.

Not to be coy about it, the problem discussed in the piece, in the words of Dr. Steven Schrader, a reproductive health expert who studies cycling at the National Institute for Occupational Safety and Health, is that bike seats can kill your love life.
It was no longer a question of 'whether or not bicycle riding on a saddle causes erectile dysfunction.' Instead, [Schrader] said in an interview, 'The question is, What are we going to do about it?'

Ouch.

I'll spare you the details (it involves a sevenfold increase in pressure on the perineum, and that's enough for a blog entry!) but here's the practice-related question: Sitting on a zafu, based on first-hand experience, can cause the same symptoms. Oxygen is not getting to an important part of your anatomy, which goes numb. As Dr. Irwin Goldstein, a Boston-based urologist, notes, "Numbness is your body telling you something is wrong." (This is the same doctor who notes, "there are only two kinds of male cyclists - those who are impotent and those who will be impotent.")

Obviously, there's a better way to sit on the cushion, but how many people are not even considering the issue? (Leaving aside, for a moment, the question of detachment...)

When bikers first began hearing of the possible problems, Dr. Goldstein explains, they became angry and defensive. "They said cycling is healthy and could not possibly hurt you. Sure you can get numb. But impotent? No way."

Yes, way.

I've switched to a seiza bench because the pain in the knees -- both operated on, neither with much catiledge left -- was too much. Who knew?

A P.S. ---

"The Buddha, the Godhead, resides quite as comfortably in the circuits of a digital computer or the gears of a cycle transmission as he does at the top of the mountain, or in the petals of a flower." -- Robert Pirsig

10.04.2005

Confessions of a Zen Democrat....

One of the most articulate Democrats I know gives a speech entitled, "Confessions of a Zen Democrat."

OK, in the spirit of full disclosure, Bill Curry is my cousin. But don't hold that against him...

As I was saying......

Six months seems a nice round number to have been silent. In the interim: $6 billion a month on the war in Iraq, thousands more dead (with civilians, probably tens of thousands), not one but two storms of the century, the largest migration to the North since the mid 20th Century – in about a month, and a general sense of growing darkness and anarchy.

As Yogi Berra Roshi said, "This is like deja vu all over again."

Or, coincidentally enough, to be sitting with Mumonkan case 14. Nanchuan's Cat.

The case: Nanchuan saw the monks of the eastern and western halls fighting over a cat. Seizing the cat, he told the monks: "If any of you can say a word of Zen, you will save the cat." No one answered. Nanchuan cut the cat in two. That evening Zhaozhou returned to the monastery and Nanchuan told him what had happened. Zhaozhou removed his sandals, placed them on his head, and walked out. Nanchuan said: "If you had been there, you would have saved the cat."


My friend Mr. Sam Sarrah says, “The cat is dead. How can you kill the cat?”

3.09.2005

Dan Rather Koans

Tonight's the last night for Mr. Rather. Things to ponder with Big Mind:

[Collected Sayings, compiled by John Maynard, of the Washington Post]

November 2000: "We've lived by the crystal ball and learned to eat so much broken glass tonight that we're in critical condition."

November 2004: "We don't know what to do. We don't know whether to wind a watch or bark at the moon."

3.07.2005

Quote of the Day...

"Of course there is no formula for success, except, perhaps, an unconditional acceptance of life and what it brings." -- Arthur Rubinstein

3.06.2005

Whither Catholic Zen?...

Ann Arbor, MI's St. Blase Church's Illumination Lenten Peace Series hosts a talk by a practitioner of the Zen Buddhist Temple, and as I read about the talk, I think of a recent piece a friend shared that challenges the assumption that there might be a fruitful exchange between Roman Catholicism and Buddhism. (Full disclosure: I write this with a background of 15 years of Catholic education...) Reading this piece provides a very illuminating moment of ignorance. I can only experience the need to disagree and admit that I lack the scholarly background -- or subtly of insight -- to challenge the co-authors on their own terms. The Jesuit priest and author they quote, Robert Kennedy, S.J. -- Kennedy Roshi -- led the first sesshin I attended and is the teacher of my teacher. The sesshins I have attended since have been full of Catholics. I have no idea what it "means," but it is.

The Jesuit grad in me can't end this without citing sources. At the time of Kennedy Roshi installation of Kevin Hunt Sensei, a Trappist monk from St. Joseph's Abbey, in Spencer, MA (very near my alma mater, the College of the Holy Cross), as a Dharma successor, the Superior General of the Society of Jesus, Peter-Hans Kolvenbach, S.J., wrote:
Because of the long preparation and training required to become a master of the demanding Zen training, Fr. Hunt's achievement is one that we can all celebrate in thanksgiving to God ... Jesuits and other Christians have found Zen to be a valuable instrument for progressing in the spiritual life. ... By coming to focus on the present moment through the practice of the techniques of Zen meditation, the Christian can become aware of God's immediate loving presence.
I believe it was in Kennedy Roshi's book Zen Spirit, Christian Spirit: The Place of Zen in Christian Life that he quotes something Yamada Roshi said to him:
I am not trying to make you a Buddhist, but to empty you in imitation of your Lord, Jesus Christ.

Born in the USA....

A nice overview piece that looks at the growth of an American Zen, ranging from Manhattan's Village Zendo to such, implicit, koans as does hardcore rap have a place in the dharma, with stops in Springsteenville along the way.
While the 1960s saw Zen emerge in the United States as a countercultural religion under the guidance of Japanese teachers, today American Zen practitioners are a growing influence in religious life. Although no hard numbers exist, many Zen centers report seeing their membership increase substantially in the last decade, and new centers are popping up across the country. Much different from the male-dominated, hierarchical and highly monastic zendos in Japan, these centers have blended elements like lay participation, female leadership and social activism to create an American form of an ancient practice.
Will the lotus take root upon the rock?

2.27.2005

A Wonderful Interview with Pema Chodron

A recent Google news search brought up this interview with Pema Chodron. The link is from Beliefnet.com, but the article originally appeared in The Sun magazine. The interview is really wonderful. I won't even attempt to gloss it. Better just to read it. One paragraph sticks with me especially:
.... I realized what a source of happiness turning toward pain actually is. Our avoidance of pain keeps us locked in a cycle of suffering. The Buddha said that what we take to be solid isn't really solid. It's fluid. It's dynamic energy. And not only do we take our opponents and obstacles to be solid; we also believe ourselves to be solid or permanent. In the West, we add the belief that the self is bad. That night I spent meditating, I discovered that there is no solid, bad me. It's all just ineffable experience.
I'm adding Comfortable With Uncertainty to my reading list...

Would you be my....

The Dharma has come to the West, and US Commerce has come to the East.

A Times of India editorial notes how the popularity of Valentine's Day has begun to overshadow Makha Bucha -- the holiest day of the calendar, which celebrates the Buddha's birth, enlightenment, and death -- in Thailand. (Here's a quick primer on Makha Bucha...) The Thai authorities aren't taking this lying down.
They're planning to break new musical ground by borrowing western hip hop rhythms to promote traditional values and persuade an increasingly westernised generation back to its roots.
Yup: "Dharma Rap."

I could say, If you can't beat them join them... but that would be too easy. Just as long as I don't have to get a tattoo.

Claude Anshin Thomas

Buddhist monk Claude Anshin Thomas is the author of At Hell's Gate: A Soldier's Journey From War to Peace. I've mentioned the title once or twice, and, seeing a piece in the the Ann Arbor News about his speaking engagements in Ann Arbor, MI, gives me a good excuse to mention him again. As the war continues, as we experience the unspoken fear in the body politic, as anger chases us further into our corners, his memoir of war (on the battlefield, in the home, within ourselves ...) is well worth reading. If you're in Ann Arbor, he'll be at Shaman Drum Bookshop on Tuesday. (Such a great store.....)

2.24.2005

Green Mountain Buddhists....

A few years ago, I wondered what cultural line might be crossed when there were more Buddhists in the U.S. than Episcopalians. I realize definitions are slippery things, and will return to this question another day, but...

Yesterday, the Boston Globe ran a piece under the headline, "Green Mountains, Good Karma." It noted that Vermont has what surveys suggest is the hightest concentration of Caucasian Buddhists.
"The number of Buddhist followers in Vermont is far above 'what's normal for New England or the United States,' said Stephen Prothero, a professor of religion at Boston University who has analyzed the numbers.
In Caledonia County, 15.5 percent of the residents "who practice religion describe themselves as adherents of an Eastern religion and that Buddhism is the dominant religion practiced within that subset," according to the Globe. Barnet, located in Caledonia County, is the home of Karmê Chöling, the oldest of six year-round retreat centers founded by Chögyam Trungpa Rinpoche, so, perhaps, that accounts for a bit of an uptick. But Prothero says in the Globe piece that Vermont is far above "what's normal for New England or the United States."

It seems Vermont has long been fertile ground for alternative thought.
"'Of all the states in the Northeast, Vermont has been the most accommodating of people who want to do their own thing,' said Garrison Nelson, a politics professor at the University of Vermont. ''There is less orthodoxy.'

Joseph Smith, founder of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, was born in Vermont; the state constitution was the first to abolish slavery; the legislature the the first to approve civil unions for gays and lesbians. And Vermont has sent Bernie Sanders -- a Socialist -- to D.C. as its representative.

And, just for the record, Vermont is among the top 10 U.S. states with the highest proportion of Episcopalians (affiliated) in the population, as of 1990. That would be 1.71 percent of the state's population.

Some Serious Sitting...

Well, I just finished a week-end sesshin and was feeling inordinately full of myself, that is, until I read about those who have just ended an intensive three-month retreat in Korea at Kumdangsonwon Monastery in Hadong. No reading, no TV, no e-mail, no speaking. Lots of sitting, as each sought,
the answer to a single question given by a teacher. Far from secular distractions, each spent the winter contemplating such questions as ``What is nothingness?'' ``Where do I come from?'' and, perhaps the most elusive of all, ``What is it?''
Rev. Kosan, the abbot of the monastery, was quoted in a piece The Korea Times as observing that "During Tongango, clerics face two obstacles. One is sleepiness and the other is daydreaming." I can identify with that!...

2.21.2005

A Sign of the Times...

By my count, there have been over 200 gazillion words written since last November about the iPod. But the media coverage that stopped me in my tracks came in a 1/31/05 issue of USA Today (sorry for the delay in posting!..) Paul Saffo, research director for the The Institute for the Future, a think tank in Palo Alto, California (wouldn't that look so cool on your business card!..) begins his take on the iPod predictably enough, saying, "This is all part of the shift from mass media to personalized media," BUT THEN...
"With the iPod, the Buddha is in the details. The finish and feel are such that you want to caress it. And when you do, wonderful things happen."
The Buddha is in the details??!! I have absolutely NO IDEA what this literally means, but how weirdly wonderful to see it, and in USA Today of all places. I'm now on the look out for more headlines from them..

More of Us on Sesshin in USA...

Buddhists Making More Use of Free Time and Hobbies...

Travel Tips for Getting Out of Samsara....

Watch this space...

East is East and West is West...

Here's a press release from the University of California's new Center for Buddhist Studies at Berkeley. Asking the question, "do popular notions of Buddhism conform to what scholars know about the religion as it has been practiced in Asia?" Robert Sharf, the director of the center says, no.
In American pop culture, he said, Buddhism is indistinguishable from modern New Age spirituality that promises meditative insight, happiness and self-fulfillment, yet demands nothing in return such as attendance at church, participation in ritual, moral restraint or study.
Well, I'm just back from a weekend sesshin, and I felt it was demanding, but... well, that's another story. It's a long'ish, and provocative press release actually. I wish I had a deeper grasp of Buddhist history. Perhaps someone who does will post here. Most intriguing to me is the contention that the Japanese teachers who brought Zen to the U.S.:

[P]ackaged Zen for export in a manner that rendered it appealing to Western intellectuals interested in religion but alienated from the church. As a result, many of the ideas that Americans consider central to Zen -- the centrality of spiritual experience for example -- are actually lifted from Western thinkers such as the philosopher William James. Sharf concludes that Buddhism was made to order for a Western audience hungry for "spirituality" but wanting little to do with rituals, moral precepts or institutions.
And as far as rectifying what he sees as misunderstandings, Sharf said, "Most (Buddhist studies) academics don't even try to reach a lay audience because they feel the gap between the scholarly and the popular understandings of Buddhism is simply too great."

I find this particularly interesting in light of a post from some weeks back on the Tricycle.com blog about "Measuring Buddhist Influence in America." A piece in the Journal for the Scientific Study of Religion entitled "Buddhists and Buddhism in the United States: The Scope of Influence" attempts, in the words of the blogger, "[to] assess the level of influence that Buddhism has exerted on religious Americans, rather than the more conventional numbers game of trying to determine exactly how many Buddhists there are in the country."

Based on their survey conducted in 2002-2003, they found that one out of every seven Americans has had at least a fair level of contact with Buddhism, and that one out of eight Americans reported that Buddhism had influenced their religious life. Those are staggeringly high numbers. To put it in perspective, there are about four million Americans who actively identify as Buddhists. But if we ask how many Americans include Buddhist elements—a little or a lot—in their personal spiritual lives, the number appears to be about 12.5% of the population: that’s 26,125,000 adults. The number who say the Buddhist influence has been significant is almost the same: at 12%, that’s 25,080,000.
I find that a very hopeful figure, but would Robert Sharf say that all these "nightstand Buddhists" (a term that historian of American religions Thomas Tweed coined to describe those who read a Buddhist book before bed or, perhaps, meditate in the morning or evening) are merely deluting the Dharma?

2.02.2005

What if I Don't Hold the Key?...

Geoffrey Shugen Arnold, a Zen teacher and Head of Operations at Zen Mountain Monastery states it quite simply: "Zen doesn't save you. The teachings are fundamentally difficult, and you have to work at it." And what if you were one of the over 2 million prisoners held in federal or state prisons or in local jails at the end of 2002 -- what would a call to practice entail behind bars?

In a recent piece in Chronogram, an inmate who is a member of the National Buddhist Prison Sangha (NBPS) writes:

"I would like to take this time to tell you a little about myself. I am 24 years old. I have spent my entire life trying to escape from reality and obtain some type of acceptance...my biggest fear came true when I was sent to prison...It wasn't long before I started taking my own self-hatred out on others and was placed in solitary confinement. I was in a cell 24 hours a day, seven days a week. All day I lashed out more by breaking and burning everything I could...

"This happened six different times during that eight-month period. The last time I was covered in pepper-mace with no way to wash it off. I've heard it said that it is darkest before the dawn. I believe that because that last trip to the hole broke me down to nothing. I didn't want to live and I didn't have the courage to die. All I can remember thinking is that there has to be a better way to live."

Is there a danger is glossing over the magnitude of many inmates crimes? Yes, very certainly. But isn't there also a temptation to ignore the realities of a society that incarcerates an estimated 12 per cent of black men in their 20s and early 30s and only 1.6 per cent of white males in the same age group? Can New York State offer its over 70,000 inmates rehabilitation in addition to punishment that includes the "loaf" diet -- consisting of bread served in a bag, raw cabbage, and water?

The NBPS began in 1984 and offers training and support to Buddhists and those who wish to study meditation and who don't identify themselves as Buddhists.

"NBPS has developed a series of training manuals which explain the basic teachings of Zen, instructions of zazen (meditation), liturgy, and how to work with the moral and ethical teachings of Buddhism, all directed toward those practicing in prison. Volunteers also make regular visits to local prisons for zazen, Buddhist holidays, and retreats."
Better to hear what practice means to a prisoner. For words from practitioners, go to a wonderful online newsletter, Prairie Wind, published by the Nebraska Zen Center.

1.31.2005

Thomas Merton, 1915 - 1968

Just now in trying to say something profound about the fact that 90 years ago today Thomas Merton was born I hit the wrong key and deleted all I had written.

So perfect! I'm so lucky: The artifice disappears -- in just one key-stroke! Now, we can begin.

Let's be grateful tonight for all the writing. My god, how could anyone have accomplished it! So few hours each week, and such an outpouring. I know for me and many, many practitioners Merton's writing planted important seeds of inquiry. He pointed toward the moon for so many of us. For a long time, I would pray directly to him, and, as my practice moved more and more into silence, he remained.

There's a controversy (a minor one) brewing, but that's for tomorrow. For now, there are only a few minutes left of his birthday. Happy Birthday, Father Louis.

1.29.2005

Van Gogh as Buddhist?...

I sort of have the same feeling as when I learned that Jesus was actually Irish Catholic, but an interesting piece from BeliefNet.com. While everything is flawed, "the crack is where the light comes through."

Book Report

I'd love to hear from anyone who has read An End to Suffering: The Buddha in the World by Pankaj Mishra. A recent review. Thanks! (Hit "View my complete profile" and then click "email me.")

Common Ground

It probably shouldn't be surprising, though it is sobering. William Raspberry writes in the Washington Post that a major threat to the "American tradition of working things out are issues closely tied to religious faith: abortion, homosexual marriage, the teaching of evolution." He cites recent findings of the opinion research organization Public Agenda, which
has just published the results of a survey that serves to make the point. Support for compromise on issues that involve religious principles is diminishing among all Americans. It is diminishing most rapidly among the most religious of us -- self-described evangelicals, for instance, and people who attend religious services every week.
When shown the statement Even elected officials who are deeply religious sometimes have to make compromises and set their convictions aside to get results while in government the percentage of those surveyed who agreed with the statement fell 10 percentage points, to 74 percent, from the results of a 2000 survey. Further,
evangelicals and weekly service-goers, the support for compromise was down to 63 percent. This represents a decline in just four years of 16 points for evangelicals and 19 points for regular worshipers.

On specific issues: The willingness to support compromise among weekly service-goers (numbers for the general public are in parentheses) was down 19 points since 2000 (-six) on abortion, minus 18 points (-six) on gay rights and down 10 points (-five) on the death penalty. The pattern for Catholics was close to that of all respondents who regularly attend church.


The numbers certainly appear to bear out the pervasive atmostphere of rancour and the unyeilding quality of what goes for discourse these days. My first reaction is to ask , "Why do you notice the splinter in your brother's eye, but do not perceive the wooden beam in your own eye?" But that ultimately is not attempting to establish an open dialogue. What are we all so afriad of?

What?? No "Groundhog Day"???!!!

Just in case you plan on being in San Francisco between now and February 13, you can take in the International Buddhist Film Festival. According to the San Francisco Chronicle, Michael Wenger, of the San Francisco Zen Center, notes that:

"There is a saying in Buddhism, 'pecking in and pecking out,' and in a certain way this is happening in film," says Wenger. Pecking in and pecking out is a koan about a mother bird pecking from the outside of an egg and a baby bird pecking from the inside. Each is pecking away, trying to get rid of the eggshell, an image that reflects how a teacher and a student each work in their own way on the barriers to wisdom.

"We have a visiting Tibetan teacher who is now doing full-length films, and there are other western Buddhists who are now using film. Many of us who have studied film find it is a very good way to talk -- it is a good expression of Buddhism because it is a series of flashing stills, which in some ways is what life is like. Suzuki-roshi once said the most important thing about film is the empty screen because it can accommodate anything."

The films featured include rare footage of Suzuki Roshi, and

Among film highlights are a Fresh Look presentation of Jim Jarmusch's "Dead Man" (starring Johnny Depp, with a soundtrack by Neil Young); the San Francisco premiere of a little-known Giuseppe Tornatore ("Cinema Paradiso") classic, "A Pure Formality" (starring Roman Polanski and Gerard Depardieu); the U.S. premiere of "Beyond the Mountain," by Korean director Chung Ji-young; the San Francisco premiere of "Hi! Dharma," by Korean director Kwan Park; and the U.S. premiere of a Thai feature, "Angulimala," by Suthed Tunnirat.
But, here's the thing, the greatest Buddhist film is Groundhog Day. No debate. And if you don't believe me, here's a bit more the consider. Or here. It's just a suggestion.....

1.23.2005

Encouraging Lives....

Part of the reason I started this blog was reading articles about practitioners in the news. I found it heartening and encouraging to see how lives were being led around me. Here's a story about Myosen Marcia Olsen, who has founded the Joshu Zen Center. She notes, "Right now, we're starting humbly." Wise words for me.

American Zen (Verse)

Took a chance ran to
My cabin through lightening -- odds
Against satori.
That's a selection from Bill Heyen's poem "Sake Gold," part of a new anthology, American Zen. Here's an update from the Cleveland Plain Dealer. I think the first intimation of what Zen might be came to me in the Beach Park branch of the Tampa Public Library, when I picked up a copy of One Hundred Poems From the Japanese, translated by Kenneth Rexroth. I still have the copy I bought a few days later. It's somewhere in my younger daughter's room. A few days ago, she asked me for some interesting books of poetry to read, and the Rexroth was among the titles I gave her. The words move onward.


At Hell's Gate

Here's a short piece on author Claude Anshin Thomas, author of a very compelling book, At Hell's Gate: A Soldier's Story. A student of Thich Nhat Hanh and Bernie Glassman, Roshi, Thomas writes of the devastating effects of his time as a soldier in Vietnam and the slow, painful reordering of his life. Now a Buddhist monk and teacher, Thomas lives on pilgrimage and works as an advocate for peace. A powerful testimony.

More on the Plastic Brain

Here's another take on the story concerning the University of Wisconsin studies on the changes in high-frequency gamma waves and brain synchrony of Tibetan monks, this time in the Washington Post. Specifically, there's more gamma wave activity in "pinpointed the left prefrontal cortex as a brain region associated with happiness and positive thoughts." There is definitely a difference between the trained and the untrained mind.
"In previous studies, mental activities such as focus, memory, learning and consciousness were associated with the kind of enhanced neural coordination found in the monks. The intense gamma waves found in the monks have also been associated with knitting together disparate brain circuits, and so are connected to higher mental activity and heightened awareness, as well."
This seems to me a finding full of hope. The world, so bleak looking, the result of all our actions, and, perhaps, a way to affect the root of all our actions.

The Fruits of Sitting

I like to think that the time on the cushion affects changes -- no, wait! Forget that. No goals; no results. Anyway, regardless of the changes or non-changes of zen, I don't want to be part of this study. "One aspect of the two-year study will involve followers of both religious and secular beliefs being burnt to see if they can handle more pain than others." Ouch.

Does a Planet Have the Buddha Nature?....

A few days ago, I saw a piece on Scienticamerica.com that described how the surface of the Earth affected by serious drought has doubled in the last three decades. Findings presented at the recent meeting of the American Meteorological Society argued that "the fraction of global land characterized as 'very dry' has increased from 10 to 15 percent in the 1970s to nearly 30 percent in 2002." Large regions of Canada, Europe, and Asia are much drier; the U.S. has become wetter over the past 50 years. The result, perhaps more droughts and floods, more death, more suffering. A bit of a stretch perhaps, but I think of Mumonkan and the first Koan. A monk once asked Master Joshu, "Does a dog have Buddha Nature or not?" Joshu said, "Mu!" Does the planet have Buddha Nature?